TO THOSE WHO HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH.
Enough shame. Enough suffering. Enough being at war with yourself. Enough going through the same old destructive patterns and behaviors that keep bringing you to the same pain, over and over and over...
When you're DONE having the same impossible fights with the people you love the most, feeling stuck and helpless, emotions spiraling out of control, KNOWING there's got to be a better way.
You know, deep down, there's unresolved pain at the root of it all, but you haven't quite figured out how to find it...or, even more gut-wrenching, you've found the root of your pain, but don't know what to do with it.
I remember how stuck, hopeless, and helpless I felt when I watched my strong, resilient husband slip into a 2.5 year-long depression, disabled, unable to even pick up our toddler...while I carried the financial responsible for our family, feeling trapped in my body with an autoimmune disorder I developed during this stressful time. I remember walking on eggshells every single day, terrified to upset my husband, unable to even sleep normally at night, waking up with bloody bedding from the sores I had all over my body from the autoimmune disorder I had.
I wondered several times what it would be like to just END IT.